thank you!

i was on this katrina bridge. there's no one else there to save me. and there was you holding my hand telling me it's gonna be allright. and all those nightmares will soon be over. thank you for holding me and letting me go now. the only thing i can say left is i'm glad! ~speechless.

anyway, i bid anus goodbye at Kingsford Sydney today! he's probabbly off his way to step into Singapore now and later Indo back later. gggggrrrr. for the first time in my life, i felt so down. i used to go and left my friends behind and now i'm left by him! grrrr. now i understand how you guys felt whenever u sent someone off and never see them in a few weeks time. i hate this! doraemon where are you? * slaps, wake up!

anyways, i'll probably head off to get plenty of rest now! i've not been sleeping for the last few hours and i'm sooo hungry! i swear i'm gonna shed my weight for this 3 week period before heading to bb :) omgawd. i'm gonna like on a strike against carbs! against rice! against oily and fatty food! i need encouragements.

anyway since my bestie is gone for now, i'm not gonna let my life drop tragically down! i'm off to paramatta, penrith, woy woy, gosford, waterfall.
yeah heaps of adventures awaiting me and i need to get my toyyies roosters out by today. i'll call them down by today!

yeah, ko gw rasa ntr elu bakal baca dehh. krna firasat gw nkg pernah salah. have fun back there! and when you come back, lets head the gym together! wooohooooo. i need to get rid my unusualll belly. i've no idea why! and thank you :)) and thanks for being the onl 9 and 8 yesterday! i will miss 9 and 8 too :DD & don't you dare to miss that! hahahahhahahaha

it's funny the time we got to know each other and the way how i approach him. if i were ever to tell you, you'll say, WTHELL. and laugh un so mentally stable seriosuly! lol. anyway yeah! my life is always full of suprises. life's come and go.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, i wanna go clubbing today! officially prison break!



ok this is the most waterry cheap! eatable food here in sydney!
it's called padthai. looks so disgusting but once u bite it, you'll ask for more and even opt to marry a thai bride!
ye, it is that scarry. anus almost married a thai bride *fyi :))



happy eighteen birthday :DD

oh and last but not least, i'm off playing with fire :DD

i judge too much about how book really deceive me alot. and seriously i got so cheated and i'm so over. i'm confuse and lost and unsure. i guess within my realm i still lies on the equator of disturbia. it's like a darkness taking over you while you have no nuts about it.

i farking seriously enjoyed today! although there wasn't a big crowd,no party popers, no clowns,no balloons, no jokers, no cream fight!, no late party sleep lipstick drawing, no pin the tail game,not junkies, no porn vids, no clubbing, no of single everything fun. yet i enjoyed and make the most fun at the end of the day! i laugh it off.

* though i feel kinda guilty. oh well. i'm selfish!



probably u heard about this anus thingy from my blog. and let me introduce you to one fascinating friend!
ANUS!

he's not part of my inner body where my digestion of food processesss. he's not my keeper of my faeces (shit) either! he's pretty much not the average mind of what people might call an anus be. he's my ever only bestest best friend here! and he's been acting as an elder brother to me.

he's like an elder brother to me pretty much as a best friend too. he's a funny guy to hang around with. he can assure you that when you feel like jumping down the harbour bridge, he will be there for you! well hopefull though. i've not ask-ed him to jump down either. but he did that today! he forsake his accg exam for me today! and finally i gave in. i had no more reason to reject him.

thank you anus! although there's no elmo's balloonnnsss as promised, although there's no pretty much of everything, but i'm sooo happy today. i feel like i've walked and ride the horse from my carousel. it's like a merry go round thing you know! hihihihi

and thank you for padthai! i assure you, i'll accompany you to eat padthai everytime i see you eat padthai!
yes i gave padthai a superb excellent thai gourmet! i shall taste them once if i ever got a chance to flew to THAI.
& hopefully soon.

* my caps are killing soon. so yeah. more photos i promised! i can't wait telling him a good news tomorrow :))

i've decided to plot the same revenge next year! happy studying ko :D

and thank you everyone! ur text, ur calls, ur msn's, ur email, ur fb, ur fs( wait i dont get any). LOL
& you.

& to you know who: what kind of BBQ invitation is that! i'm like drooling and you dare me. HMPFS.

i'm not afraid of entering my eighteen now as i know it's another challenge that i have to face.
i have to become stronger now!

and yes i'm legally allowed to have sex and club. hihihihihi
i will mind my manners though.

&& JESSICCCAAA I LOVE HER BLOG :DDD and of course her too :DD miss you!

last but not least, happy children's day!